“You are a creator, and the subject of your creation is your joyful life experience. That is your mission. That is your quest. That is why you are here.” – Abraham Hicks
I have had enough.
I have decided to make 2010’s theme Relief for a very good reason: I have had enough.
I am tired of being disappointed in myself. Do you near me? I AM TIRED OF BEING DISAPPOINTED IN MYSELF.
I am tired of trying. I am tired of letting myself down in my attempts to be different from who I am. What a ridiculous thing that is: to try to be different from who we are. What is so wrong with who I am?
Every book, every guru, every everything has been telling me the same thing, but I haven’t been listening: it is all about feeling good. But I’ve been waiting to feel good until I have lost weight, gotten published, made money, become the person I think I should be, blah blah blah blah blah.
What a bloody waste of time.
I’ve been struggling with what I truly want and I now realize I have known it all along: I want to live happily ever after.
I’d better get started.
Relief.
